to this crappy day am having.
it's was supposed to be ONE of the biggest moments in my life..
but it was no supported by the people who i am doing this for.
i was shut down, crushed and dishearted.
i so want to cry and to shout...but i couldn't
this effin house doesn't have privacy.
tangina..i thought i was having a good week...but fuck this..
this was it e...this was my treshold e...eto na un e.
this was the opportunity of a new life that i was waiting for.
but NNNOOOOO......tangina...mukang malabo na eto.
i don't think i'll be able to find my OWN means and ways..
tangina...ginawa ko na. pero hindi e...wala ako nun e.
plus i have to consider how they feel...how they'll
take it..
tangina diba?! huli lagi sarili ko..sila muna.
i just hope that all the sacrifices i've made
would be paid in the future..tangina..
kung hindi..then..putang ina am fucked!!
