thank you for being there. thank you for always understanding me. he said that before he slept tonight. what we have now is really really complicated.
but we are working through it. this is all we'll ever be... for some reason...i wouldn't have it any other way.
it just feels so good..to be able to talk to someone at the end of the day.
telling him how crappy your day went or how amazing it was.
someone who you could share your thoughts and aspirations with.
and its not every day that you'll meet someone who'll tell you that what
you're doing is right or wrong. i can tell him anything and everything and so could he.
he's been helping me alot lately. to keep my sanity. i am honestly starting to
go into depression, but he has given me that ray of hope that anytime..things will be better.
i am just so amazed that we have been like this for quite some time
and yet...we've never ran out of things to say.
everytime that we talk...we make the most out of it. we don't let things left unsaid.
we tell each other how much we appreciate each others presence in our lives and often thank
one another.
i've never had anything like this before. maybe that's why its so wonderful.
if my past relationships were like this (beep beep)...i think some of them (maybe, probably, could have)
worked.
i don't think about the other factors in our lives. what's important is that...
we respect, understand and care for each other. maybe that's what everybody needs...
