19.1.08

damn

my cursor has been blinking..waiting for me to type something.
i dunno..i honestly think i've lost the inspiration to write anything.
i used to write alot, even if it didn't make any sense.
i've never said that i was a good writer..(i just had to get that out of the way)
i never even considered myself as being one.
didn't care about the grammar, spelling or punctuations (not even sense)
i just wrote what my heart was screaming, but now..
i don't know..i just couldn't write things that i feel.

i miss writing about the good stuff about life.
love, happiness, surprises and good news.
i just noticed that i usually just post stuff about
how crappy things are becoming in my life.

it's not because nothing good is happening,
there are alot of good things that's going on.
maybe am just not as inspired as i used to be.

a friend of mine told me.."just follow your heart."
but what if your heart is not telling you anything?
it's just a big blank.

hhmm..i will just answer my own question...
am officially not inspired.