23.6.08

bummed

dammit!!am so bored here.
it's a nice sunny day..but i can't go out.
i sprained my ankle yesterday coz of my "ka chismosahan"
i ran downstairs so i can watch the buzz..ayun..i slipped.

now i can barely walk.so i just have to stay home and
just clean!!!dang!!

anyway...keep safe guys!bring an umbrella!:D

16.6.08

first monday

i found myself waking up at 6 am.
i dunno why maybe because "namamahay" ako?
it's our first monday here in our new house, the first time that we won't see aling nene.
the first time that i won't get to hear kaki's meow in the morning.
i miss the tricyles bussling to get the kids to school and the neighbors outside of their houses chatting.
i already miss waking up, going to my " fabulous" cr..lighting up a cig..listening to the birds chirping...
i miss the smell of the house. how it feels in the morning...
just to sum it up...I MISS MY OLD HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am actually very emotional.
because with the old house, comes all the memories, and the distance from the people i really love.
i miss our biglaang tambays...i miss everything about our life in qc.
it's different here in makati...
wwaaayyyy different!!!

7.6.08

what is love?

6:12 AM 6/7/2008

we are all capable of being in love with the thought of feeling in love.
the warmth it brings inside of us. the joy that we "think" we get from it. the constant smile and the glow that comes out everytime we do...but how do we really know if it's just the thought or the real deal.

ANYBODY can claim that they are in love or was in love, but then again how are you sure that it is love?
will the sacrifices, the uneasy feeling of joy, and the constant thought of that person signifies that we are in love? i know you can give me a thousand and one reason on how to know that you're in love...but come on...anybody can do that. even if you're not in love. what makes this feeling so special? why can it make or break a person?

not that i don't believe in love anymore..do not get me wrong.
its just that...when you really think about it, is this really love that i am feeling? how do you know that it is love?
well..we know our families loves us, because they are genetically incapable not to. am talking about the "romantic" kind of love here. the one that builds bridges, the one that crosses seas, and the one that could kill. can this feeling be selfish and bias?

is love like the wind?you may not see it..but you can feel it?
then how can you show someone that you REALLY love them?
and how do you know that you've really fallen in love?

what is it?what is love?