SURVIVOR

to get it out of the way, am talking about THE SHOW not the band and not the song too...

with that said.....

i absolutely adore the US version of the show.  it's not that i don't like the local (Philippine) version but i've never actually watched an episode.  that's a story for a different post.
ANYWAY, i haven't watched survivor in awhile, i think it's been 8 years since i've religiously followed a season.  a couple of weeks ago, one of my oldest friends told me about the newest season of survivor.  he told me that the show had "Boston" Rob Mariano back, sounded interesting to me... Rob has now played the game 4 times and was also a contestant on the Amazing Race.  so i downloaded the episodes i've missed and it didnt disappoint me... i was glued.  i eagerly waited for the new episode every week.
over the weekend, my friend told me about the "Heroes vs Villains" season of Survivor.  It's another "All-Stars" edition of the show.  It was the most AWESOME season i've ever seen.  i must admit, i didnt know half of the castaways (contestants) since i only watched the first 8 seasons -- but the way people played the game was just amazing.
i watched that season for 12 hours straight and didn't regret a second of it.  some of my all time favorites were there like Rob, Colby, Jerri and Rupert.  it was (honestly) very nostalgic to see them on the show again.  they are a bit older than when they first joined survivor, but still they were good at it.
seeing some of my favorite castways made me dig up some the first "ALL STARS" season.  as i searched YouTube for the All Stars Reunion show, i stumbled upon a couple of channels which featured ALL the seasons of Survivor.  a light bulb flashed on top of my head, and told myself... "i'm going to watch the show from the beginning."  yep.. from Borneo to Redemption Island.. ALL OVER AGAIN.  i will get to watch season's i've never seen and see how much the show's evolved over the years.  witness how recurring characters such as Russel, Parvati, and JT matured in their strategies.  i will even watch the seasons where everybody said was a snoozer.
you can go to YouTube and subscribe to SurvivorUF to watch the different seasons of Survivor.

am about to watch season 1: Borneo -- reactions after i finish the entire season.
enjoy and happy weekend!;)

happy 26th birthday to me!!o i mean 22!lol

11.30.2008

one of the best birthdays ever!!:)

simple yet it was ssssuuupppeeeerrrrr fun!!:)

the 2 week old sangria gang strikes again!! it's super fun to chill with them.

we're all crazy ass mofo's thats why!lol

plus my best friend k10 was there to highten the craziness!!rofl!:)

we got drunk first then partied till dawn!

got home around 5:30 am.

then woke up around 9:30

saw twilight again with my "hart" sister lally, i haven't seen her in a year.

so i didn't really mind the hangover!lol 

we saw the movie, then stuffed ourselves some italian grub.

when i got home, around 4:30

they were preparing for my birthday dinner..OMG..

i was still so full from the pasta and pizza i ate!!X(

but my mom bought my favorite cake from shopwise!

my mom ordered from north park since i wanted pancit for my bday.

(long life!lol)

they sang me a very sweet birthday song and blew my candles

(no.2 and 2 more pink candles..it says 22!lol)

it was a happy birthday....

my wish...

nevermind...

thanks for all the greetings guys!:) 

sangria gang:OMG!!you guys are the bomb!!we'll party like rockstars

again!!:P 

kten: iii sssuuuppppeeerrrr lllloooovvveee yyyoooouuuu!!!!:P that shout out was

the cherry on top of the cake! thanks for chilling with me and the sangria gang!:)

my dream: the wedding

i was on a bridge, filled with tiny lights

that lit up the darkness of night.

i was alone, but i knew that someone

standing in the distance.

i started walking towards him.

and as i walked, i realized that some of my

friends and relatives are starting to fill the place up.

and the bridge was turning into a room,

brightened by candles.

there were flowers all around the place.

slowly, i realized that it was my wedding.

it was a long walk, but it becomes 

brighter in every step that i take.

i could see my best girl friends crying,

my relatives and then my parents.

as i looked around, i saw a reflection of myself.

i stopped and saw this amazingly beautiful wedding gown.

i started walking again, but stopped after 3 steps.

who's this guy waiting for me at the end?

i could see his smile, but not his face.

it was a familiar smile, something that i have seen before.

i could make out a silhouette, but i wasn't really sure who he was.

as i approach the altar, the lights dimmed.

under the vail, his face was harder to distinguish.

he took my hand, and kissed it.

we faced the priest and took our vows.

as i was standing there, i was still wondering who he was.

lonely boy? devil incarnate? nico rosberg? nelson piquet?

edward cullen? penn badgely? who??

as the priest said his last blessings,

he finally said the magic words

"i now pronounce you man & wife, you may kiss the bride".

he lifted my veil, i saw his smile again. familiar.

and as he lift it higher, i could see more and more of his face.

then i saw it, the face i was going to look at the rest of my life.

i saw myself, smiling. i guess liking what am staring at.

and as the "camera" panned to his face..

suddenly a bright light appeared, i couldn't see his face.

he held me near and gave me a kiss and he said that he loves me.

we faced the crowd and saw all these faces smiling at us,

clapping and cheering.

i still don't know who he was...but i knew that i know him.

every thing was familiar about him, his hands, lips and eyes

and yet i couldn't make up who he was.

when i woke up, i tried remembering who he was.

and suddenly i remembered where i've seen him.

and yes i did know him...he has been a part of my life for

some time and loved him deeply.

who is he?

that's a secret i could never tell.

-xoxo-

i want

ahem ahem...

>i want a cake..a nice caramel cake from estrel's.

>i want to have a nice dinner with my closest friends.

>i want this year to be a special one.

never say that i don't

i've supported everything you've done...

so don't ever say that i don't.

no matter how petty or grand,

i've always been there to cheer you on.

i know you know this,

but the things you "share" with me really

hurt me.but since you are my friend, 

the least thing i could do is encourage you

with whatever it is.

when you said tonight that i didn't support you,

i felt really bad. i felt as if i was a failure as a friend.

i thought you already knew me well...

that no matter what you do, even if i agree or not,

am always behind you.  i think i've proven that to 

you countless times before.

amidst everything that happened, words said and not said,

good or bad moments, we've remained really good friends

and i don't think i've told you enough, how proud i am of you.

by the way, i don't have to look at your work for me to know

how great you could be, because you already are.

C sipping on latte alone

spotted: c sitting alone at the farthest corner of starbucks sipping her grande warm 

toffee nut latte.

she is sitting there, silent.

reading the paper, sipping, reading alternately.

it seems like she has a lot of things in her mind.

she stares at one spot and then smiles.

hhmm..thinking of lonely boy, the devil incarnate or someone else?

maybe there's a new guy in C's life..

not a cold christmas after all.

you know you love me.

xoxo

GG

C cracked a smile

C ranting all over the net.

she had an extremely bad day.

she probably woke up at the other side

of the bed this morning.

after a whole day of ranting,

C caught herself exchanging messages with the devil incarnate.

but even if he was evil, he still managed to make her smile.

look out C, you might not be able to catch your heart again.

you know you love me.

-xoxo-

ssssssoooooo ppppiiiisssseeeeeddd!!!!!

i just want to shout at the top of my lungs

everything is so crazy right now

i dont know what to do anymore!!

f*ck this!!!

wwwwaaaaaaaaaahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

am so annoyed!!!!!!

i thought i had a way out of this already.

dammit!!!!

fffuuudddgggee!!!!

i hate ranting but i have no choice but to effin rant!!!

aaarrrggghh!!!!!!!